Detective Smokes

inhale!
my dear friend,
i give you a fraction of second,
token of appreciation,
to travel inside me freely,
enjoy your trip to my brain

learn about my darkest secrets,
don't laugh at them,
delete them to prove me your loyalty,
learn about my previous & next wishes,
wishes that need to be unfullfilled,
learn about my pain and their pain,
a little bit of my happiness,
much of other people's happiness,
not to forget,
please!
help me!
excites the tiny particle called love

before you leave,
drive yourself to my lung,
send my regard to them,
slowly recite them my apologies

exhale!
my dear friend,
tell your friend that you are addicted to me,
then, die and bury my secrets with you

Vegetables

it is in the market,
on the shelf,
in front of the women,
where the best show happened,
naked in its best condition,
matured but fresh as newborn,
it glitters in the morning light,
smiling like a whore;
beautiful,
persuasive,
who can't be tempted?
please!
allow me to exploit your beauty

then,
allow me to kill you
but before that,
teach me;
lemon grass, onion, ginger, carrot and tomatoes,
how do you perfectly mix colour with smell?
if only we know!

The Big Man

in the night time,
the big man sad,
curl in bed like a prawn in a dish
ready to be ate

just nearly accomplish everything,
he asked me just to celebrate him,
so i clapped for his victory
but he was deaf,
i smile for his speech
but he was blind

then,
gaining his hearing back,
he could hear my claps clearly,
unfortunately my middle finger was up,
in his reality,
it was overwhelming,
suddenly he smiles

Love Her

now you have married,
perhaps with a woman you love,
definately not with a woman that i loved,
i guess you love the whole of her,
not loving her parts by parts,
as if, if you are hungry you will eat the whole of her,
not parts by parts,
kiss her in all emotions,
even in black emotions,
and your kiss will last forever,
teach yourself to love her physiques,
of all her possible mediums;air,water,soil
because every she is destined to die,
only love that remains.

Kosong

Feeling alone and empty,
i began to talk with
the wall,
the lamp post,
the big tree,

i don't trust anyone
so i began to talk with
the wall,
the lamp post,
the big tree,

My body is so tired
that i began to hear
the wall,
the lamp post,
the big tree,
singing a lovely death song

mother! forgive me if suddenly you see me talking to them

help me,
find me,
behind the white wall,
in the night time under the lamp post,
shed by the big tree

The Boy

I looked him deep in the eyes,
and it read me his plain pain,
strange,
just pure pain,
no anger,
no remorse,
no revenge,
no happiness,
not even tears

Then it blinked,
I'm suffocated,
as it read me my feeling,
anger,
remorse,
revenge,
sadness,
i closed my eyes,
but it was too late

i began to cry

That Time

Time moves fast
when it carries burden,
unmeasurable,
unlike its two weird siblings
of the same father;
light and sound,
measured to be a constant

Suddenly
it stops,
ironically when there's no more burden

Let's Talk - The Cat

let's talk,
about the uncastrated cat,
that incest with its own sister,
night and day,
producing erotic sound in cat's language,
will it turn us on if we understand?

let's talk
the cat's smile,
so jovial although unemployed,
so pure like a blank sheet of paper,
nothing to hide,
as i know all the secrets

let's talk,
teach him the sound of your car,
so that it can welcome you home,
and miss you when you're gone

let's talk
give it fish,
so that it can sleep well,
wherever it is,
on the rooftop,
in the blanket of his sister's arm,
dreaming of heaven for his blesphemy

Let's talk - It's Not Fair

let's talk
it's not fair,
to think that i forgot about you,
your smile, voice, eyes
most of all your existance,
as i forgot about how many dogs died by the roadside,
(during my trip to office)
as everyone forgot that one day they will die,

let's talk
its fair,
to live the day like i always remember you,
like nobody forget about the myth of holocaust

let's talk
it's not fair,
for others to ask me to describe you,
to measure your love,
as i can't describe you,
if i can then i won't call you what i call you today
or should it end like this
if i can then i will start calling you bitch

Let's talk - The Cheated

let's talk,
you be the cheater,
and i be the cheated

let's talk
cheat me about cigarrates,
sports car,
george soros or alan greenspan,
sado & masochist,
past,
present,
future,
white & red,
white & green,
grape & apple,
human & ape,
any object & subject,
not to forget about the para glider,
about the 28 mountains you climbed,
but please finish your cheat: why does it have to be 28?

let's talk
so many things to be your favorite subjects,
abruptly you choose to be silence?
we both know our role,
your past were good,
your future were great

let's talk
how do you feel?
cheat me again about your feeling

Let's talk - The Cleaner

let's talk,
yes! about the women,
the cleaner who clean your dirt,
finally, I know,
that's how she earn money,

let's talk
about how less she make,
how much i make,
who rob her money?

let's talk,
of how the son feel when he talk,
of how the mom feel when she heard,
of how i feel when i heard them

let's talk,
about when i heard the conversation,
when the little son ask,
"Mom what are you doing"
and the reply goes
"I'm cleaning the shit"

please don't talk

Let's talk - The Soul

Tonight! let's talk,
with the soul,
blessed from above

let's talk
but the muted soul won't talk,
then i cry because it won't talk

let's talk,
now it is not me who say let's talk,
the soul tries to talk,
but now i am deaf

i want to enter the body,
to behave as a friend to the soul,
to feel the blood,
to feed the every cell,
to know how hard it is

because i know it won't enter mine

Last! let's talk,
because i need to know who muted you,
then we can impale them