You and nobody

believe me,
you with nobody,
bad thoughts will come,
so potent that
only a fraction is enough
to leave unbearable burden inside your brain,
temporarily if you gets lucky,
worse it stucks forever,
such as when it starts to rain,
a tiny drop translates into a note,
then as the rain progress,
in turns into a song,
with a sad chorus,
perhaps in A minor..
anxiety emerges,
rationality submerges,
tears fall down

after all these years,
i hope you are not alone,
as i have leave my presence during my absence,
in a form that only love can tell,
like i felt less lonely upon your inexistance